What makes me most anxious

What makes you most anxious?

There may be lots of things that may get me worried, but also lots of things I am anxious to do. I might be anxious that something should happen, me very much wanting to do it, or very much wanting it to happen.

Not meeting requirements or expectations worries me the most. Actually, all my life I may have had some form of fear of failure, which sometimes prevents me from performing the way I should or would like to. If only I could get over that!

The lack of success in doing or achieving something has bothered me for years, and it did not go away over the years.

Growing older, priorities do lie very differently from when I was working professionally as a dancer. Now it is my preaching and spiritual work that concerns or worries me the most.

Now I’m more concerned about how we as humans relate to things and how humans and nature relate to each other. Here, then, I am most concerned about man’s failure to live in balance with that nature and get ready to enter the Kingdom of God. I would like to commit myself fully to helping people know the coming Kingdom of God and help them prepare for it.
In a way, it could be said that this has now become one of my main goals or things that make me most nervous about achieving great results in it.

When I look at the world there might be enough issues to become uneasy and apprehensive about uncertain events or matters, though I am not worried that in the end everything will land on its feet and proceed as planned from above.


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About Marcus Ampe

Retired dancer, choreographer, choreologist Founder of the Dance impresario office and archive: Danscontact-Dansarchief plus the Association for Bible scholars, the Lifestyle magazines "Stepping Toes" and "From Guestwriters" and creator of the site "Messiah for all". - Gepensioneerd danser, choreograaf, choreoloog. Stichter van Danscontact-Dansarchief plus van de Vereniging voor Bijbelvorsers, de Lifestyle magazines "Stepping Toes" en "From Guestwriters" en maker van de site "Messiah for all".
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